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Mobilization
15:05 Apr 25 2005
Times Read: 542

I am getting close to my mobilization date - to go to Germany with the Army. Surprisingly nervous, but less so after having some nice talks with friends on VR.

Thanks guys, love you!

not my poem
13:48 Apr 24 2005
Times Read: 550

copied from Sunshine's journal, how I love this poem!

Remember



Christina Rossetti (1830-1894)



Remember me when I am gone away

Gone far away into the silent land

When you can no longer hold me by the hand nor I half turn to go yet turning stay



Remember me when no more day by day

you tell me of our future that you planned

Only remember me you understand

It will be late to council then or pray



Yet if you should forget me for a while and afterwards remember

Do not grieve, for if the darkness and corruption leave a vestage of the thoughts that once I had

Better by far you should forget and smile than that you should remember and be sad

A Day of Pain, a Day of Healing
07:21 Apr 15 2005
Times Read: 556

Horrible day? Bad Headache, eye ache, fatigue, sluggish, painful joints, emotionall distraught. I felt horrible, painful, tired, fatigued. Just crappy. Then, suddenly, everything got better - like the pain just melted away, including some chrinic pain that I have had for 20 years in my right hamstring. It was weird, odd, felt very different - like 100% better.

I am sure that this was the wonderful handiwork of someone - either Wingless Angel of Jamie. Whoever or what ever-- THANK YOU!

blah
01:53 Apr 06 2005
Times Read: 561

Work has been a bear. last year I was seeing 700 patients, all vetrans, most with significant medical of mental problems. Now the number is up to 1200. They now are making it so that there is no limit, and I will probably be seeing over 200 patients. Impossible, clearly impossible. I am a dedicated physician who works hard for his patients. I take my job seriously and personally, but at what is happening, it will be impossible to provide care, and the time requirements will ruin my family/personal life. I was so frustrated today, that I broke down twice, both times in front of patients.

Now, to make matters worse, daughter is failing school. I spent yesterday going to check out private academies. She came home and we talked about her homework that she is lacking - and the quarter ends tomorrow. She didn;t want to do any makeup work, she thinks she is doing fine, she was rude to me ... blah blah blah.

When I was young, I was mentally and emptionally strong - now I'm a fucking pansy.

02:13 Apr 04 2005
Times Read: 564

MANIFESTING SIMPLICITY



The truth is not always beautiful,

nor beautiful words the truth.

Those who have virtue,

have no need of argument for its own sake,

for they know that argument is of no avail.

Those who have knowledge of the natural way

do not train themselves in cunning,

whilst those who use cunning to rule their lives,

and the lives of others,

are not knowledgeable of the Tao,

nor of natural happiness.

The sage seeks not to have a store

of things or knowledge, for he knows,

the less of these he has, the more he has,

and that the more he gives,

the greater his abundance.

The way of the sage is pointed

but does not harm.

The way of the sage

is to work without cunning.

~ Toa De Ching 81

Cupid
21:45 Apr 02 2005
Times Read: 567

That silly Cupid got me. Oh WinglessDragon, my Angel, you have brought me to my knees with joy and crazy silly billy emotion - how cool is it to meet someone and have thing click!

I have tried to analyze things, but how can one analyze emotion. I guess I will just enjoy the ride! God, I feel like I'm in highschool again. How kooooool. How neat. How groovy! (Haven't used that in a while!)

I just have this dumg smile - love it. The grass is greener, the sky bluer, and I am much less bluer!

Wingless Angels
02:32 Apr 02 2005
Times Read: 575

They are all around, doing good, making the world a better place, and now - giving me hope and making me feel real gooood. (Wingless devil too?)

Life can only get better when such people enter your lives, and steal you thoughts and emotions. Life becomes bright and happy!

You have stolen my heart.

Yippie!

Thank you - love and kisses and anything else you want!